《简爱(英文版)》

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简爱(英文版)- 第90节


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child rolled from my knee; I lost my balance; fell; and woke。”
“Now; Jane; that is all。”
“All the preface; sir; the tale is yet to e。 On waking; a gleam dazzled my eyes; I thought—Oh; it is daylight! But I was mistaken; it was only candlelight。 Sophie; I supposed; had e in。 There was a light in the dressing…table; and the door of the closet; where; before going to bed; I had hung my wedding…dress and veil; stood open; I heard a rustling there。 I asked; ‘Sophie; what are you doing?’ No one answered; but a form emerged from the closet; it took the light; held it aloft; and surveyed the garments pendent from the portmanteau。 ‘Sophie! Sophie!’ I again cried: and still it was silent。 I had risen up in bed; I bent forward: first surprise; then bewilderment; came over me; and then my blood crept cold through my veins。 Mr。 Rochester; this was not Sophie; it was not Leah; it was not Mrs。 Fairfax: it was not—no; I was sure of it; and am still—it was not even that strange woman; Grace Poole。”
“It must have been one of them;” interrupted my master。
“No; sir; I solemnly assure you to the contrary。 The shape standing before me had never crossed my eyes within the precincts of Thornfield Hall before; the height; the contour were new to me。”
“Describe it; Jane。”
“It seemed; sir; a woman; tall and large; with thick and dark hair hanging long down her back。 I know not what dress she had on: it was white and straight; but whether gown; sheet; or shroud; I cannot tell。”
“Did you see her face?”
“Not at first。 But presently she took my veil from its place; she held it up; gazed at it long; and then she threw it over her own head; and turned to the mirror。 At that moment I saw the reflection of the visage and features quite distinctly in the dark oblong glass。”
“And how were they?”
“Fearful and ghastly to me—oh; sir; I never saw a face like it! It was a discoloured face—it was a savage face。 I wish I could forget the roll of the red eyes and the fearful blackened inflation of the lineaments!”
“Ghosts are usually pale; Jane。”
“This; sir; was purple: the lips were swelled and dark; the brow furrowed: the black eyebrows widely raised over the bloodshot eyes。 Shall I tell you of what it reminded me?”
“You may。”
“Of the foul German spectre—the Vampyre。”
“Ah!—what did it do?”
“Sir; it removed my veil from its gaunt head; rent it in two parts; and flinging both on the floor; trampled on them。”
“Afterwards?”
“It drew aside the window…curtain and looked out; perhaps it saw dawn approaching; for; taking the candle; it retreated to the door。 Just at my bedside; the figure stopped: the fiery eyes glared upon me—she thrust up her candle close to my face; and extinguished it under my eyes。 I was aware her lurid visage flamed over mine; and I lost consciousness: for the second time in my life—only the second time—I became insensible from terror。”
“Who was with you when you revived?”
“No one; sir; but the broad day。 I rose; bathed my head and face in water; drank a long draught; felt that though enfeebled I was not ill; and determined that to none but you would I impart this vision。 Now; sir; tell me who and what that woman was?”
“The creature of an over…stimulated brain; that is certain。 I must be careful of you; my treasure: nerves like yours were not made for rough handling。”
“Sir; depend on it; my nerves were not in fault; the thing was real: the transaction actually took place。”
“And your previous dreams; were they real too? Is Thornfield Hall a ruin? Am I severed from you by insuperable obstacles? Am I leaving you without a tear—without a kiss—without a word?”
“Not yet。”
“Am I about to do it? Why; the day is already menced which is to bind us indissolubly; and when we are once united; there shall be no recurrence of these mental terrors: I guarantee that。”
“Mental terrors; sir! I wish I could believe them to be only such: I wish it more now than ever; since even you cannot explain to me the mystery of that awful visitant。”
“And since I cannot do it; Jane; it must have been unreal。”
“But; sir; when I said so to myself on rising this morning; and when I looked round the room to gather courage and fort from the cheerful aspect of each familiar object in full daylight; there—on the carpet—I saw what gave the distinct lie to my hypothesis;—the veil; torn from top to bottom in two halves!”
I felt Mr。 Rochester start and shudder; he hastily flung his arms round me。 “Thank God!” he exclaimed; “that if anything malignant did e near you last night; it was only the veil that was harmed。 Oh; to think what might have happened!”
He drew his breath short; and strained me so close to him; I could scarcely pant。 After some minutes’ silence; he continued; cheerily—
“Now; Ja; I’ll explain to you all about it。 It was half dream; half reality。 A woman did; I doubt not; enter your room: and that woman was—must have been—Grace Poole。 You call her a strange being yourself: from all you know; you have reason so to call her— what did she do to me? what to Mason? In a state between sleeping and waking; you noticed her entrance and her actions; but feverish; almost delirious as you were; you ascribed to her a goblin appearance different from her own: the long dishevelled hair; the swelled black face; the exaggerated stature; were figments of imagination; results of nightmare: the spiteful tearing of the veil was real: and it is like her。 I see you would ask why I keep such a woman in my house: when we have been married a year and a day; I will tell you; but not now。 Are you satisfied; Jane? Do you accept my solution of the mystery?”
I reflected; and in truth it appeared to me the only possible one: satisfied I was not; but to please him I endeavoured to appear so— relieved; I certainly did feel; so I answered him with a contented smile。 And now; as it was long past one; I prepared to leave him。
“Does not Sophie sleep with Adèle in the nursery?” he asked; as I lit my candle。
“Yes; sir。”
“And there is room enough in Adèle’s little bed for you。 You must share it with her to…night; Jane: it is no wonder that the incident you have related should make you nervous; and I would rather you did not sleep alone: promise me to go to the nursery。”
“I shall be very glad to do so; sir。”
“And fasten the door securely on the inside。 Wake Sophie when you go upstairs; under pretence of requesting her to rouse you in good time to…morrow; for you must be dressed and have finished breakfast before eight。 And now; no more sombre thoughts: chase dull care away; Ja。 Don’t you hear to what soft whispers the wind has fallen? and there is no more beating of rain against the window… panes: look here” (he lifted up the curtain)—“it is a lovely night!”
It was。 Half heaven was pure and stainless: the clouds; now trooping before the wind; which had shifted to the west; were filing off eastward in long; silvered columns。 The moon shone peacefully。
“Well;” said Mr。 Rochester; gazing inquiringly into my eyes; “how is my Ja now?”
“The night is serene; sir; and so am I。”
“And you will not dream of separation and sorrow to…night; but of happy love and blissful union。”
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